The Value of a Life

Not wanting to start a debate on animal welfare, I hesitated to discuss the story below but then after reflection, I realized that this horse’s story has some very valuable lessons in it.

On a recent trip to the island of Vieques off the coast of Puerto Rico, I spent a few days following semi-feral horses through the USDA Wildlife Preserved lands photographing herds of pregnant mares with doe-eyed foals by their sides watched over by vigilant stallions.  On the far western tip of the island, on a now abandoned navy base is an open field of roughly 80 acres. Usually a few herds of horses can be found lounging about this field of grass surrounded by tropical forest. This is one of the few open areas where grass is abundant and the herds each have staked out their own corner at the food court.

As I walked across the open field, I saw a white stallion standing in the shade of a large hardwood with three full bellied mares sharing his siesta. I was taking pictures as I walked and it wasn’t until I stopped about 50 yards away that I took a good look at the stallion and my heart fell. I have spent too many years around horses to not recognize a broken leg, even from a distance. I raised my camera and zoomed in on him as I took pictures. My mind was racing. What could I do to help this horse? If I called for help on this remote island, surely he would just be put down.

Moving quietly and non-threateningly, I approached almost within touching distance and continued to take photos. As I circled the herd, I took assessment of this horse. Despite the broken leg and the fact that like most of the mature stallions, his neck was covered with the battle scars that had earned him the right to have his own mares, he was in pretty good condition. The fracture was above the left knee and bent the leg so far back that it appeared as if this horse had an extra hind leg with a hock in place of a knee. I noted that there was not much swelling and I could see that the body had compensated for the deficit as there was significant remodeling of the bone above and below the break. In addition, the front left hoof was half the size of the front right hoof. It takes some time for this kind of atrophy to occur when weight bearing is uneven.

This horse had been living with this injury for quite some time! Perhaps the leg had just healed with the once broken bones fused in this unnatural position.


The stallion stood with half closed eyes, ignoring me. He shifted his weight and rested a hind leg. Horses have the amazing ability to sleep standing up but they will often shift weight and rest one leg at a time – this was normal resting behavior and without waking up in pain, he had switched his weight onto the injured forelimb.




The mares started to grow restless at my encroachment on nap time and they started to amble away to graze. At this point, I noticed another stallion, a young unmarked robust chestnut, loitering nearby. As the mares moved closer to him, the white stallion raised his head and fixed his dark eyes on this would be usurper. The chestnut quickly lowered his gaze and turned away from the mares. With a yawn, the white stallion moved off to follow his ladies. As he took a step, I could see that the broken bones had actually never fused. Instead, as he lifted his left fore off the ground, the angle at the fracture line changed and the lower limb dangled limply as the bones once again separated.

He stopped, stretched out and urinated – this may seem an insignificant detail but – he stretched out! This injury was not inhibiting him from normal behavior – obviously, he had even managed to get his mares bred. When he was done, he turned back towards his little herd and walked briskly after them.

He was mechanically lame – not from physical pain but rather from the physical unevenness of his forelimbs. But this was something I could relate to as I have a two inch discrepancy between my two legs and walk with a significant limp. Twelve years ago, I was diagnosed with bone cancer in my left hip joint and left side of my pelvis. The cure was a surgical fix – they removed the entire left side of my pelvis and the top of my femur. As so much bone was removed, a hip replacement was not an option and I was left with literally no boney attachment of my left leg to my body. My leg shortened by two inches – without bone above, the remaining femur shifted up into the empty space. I have what is called a “pseudo-socket”. Only soft tissue functions as a hip. At the time of my surgery, I was told I would most likely need crutches the rest of my life or at best a cane. I was told to expect a sedentary life style and to give up my pursuit of a career in equine medicine. Yet here I was, an equine veterinarian, walking through a wildlife preserve with nothing but a camera to assist me. I guess I understood this stallion very well.

We have such pre-conceptions about what kinds of injuries are survivable and about how we should rehabilitate these animals. Had this horse suffered this injury in captivity, he would likely have been put down. Had his owner decided to try to save him, they would have confined him to a stall where he would have had a very good chance of foundering on his good leg. Although the injury did not heal ideally, he has compensated so well precisely because he was allowed to continue to move while he was recovering.

How do we decide whether a creature should live or die? This stallion would have definitely been given a very poor prognosis for return to activity and even for survival. Good thing no one told him that!

To see more photos of the stallion and other semi-feral horses in Vieques, go to the Simply Sound Horse Facebook page: and check out the photo albums.


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11 Responses to The Value of a Life

  1. Skeeter Leard February 25, 2012 at 3:54 am #

    Wonderful story. We live surrounded by wild birds in a small acreage covered mostly in stickers! Cholla, prickly pear, mesquite – you name it. We often marvel at the injuries some of our regulars live with and indeed raise their families.
    One thing they don’t do is quit, or back away from their responsibilities.
    We buried our 33 year old Morgan mare in December. She lived a very natural life and we are still giving thanks for her.

  2. Diane B February 25, 2012 at 6:04 am #

    Shari, thank you very much for sharing your insightful and wonderful experience. How amazing that despite a crippling injury, the animal healed, coped, adapted, and maintains his dominant status in the herd even years later. What a pointed lesson to us horse owners. We never know enough. We can kill them with kindness. And sometimes nature shows us the right way; we just have to pay attention.

  3. Gretchen February 25, 2012 at 2:59 pm #

    What an awesome & beautiful story. Thanks so much for sharing. Your personal story & that of the stallion – just goes to show you what can be achieved when the affected creature (whether human or equine) is willing to endure the pain to reach their goals. Instead of allowing someone else to decide what the future will look like, the body & brain (along with a healthy dose of determination & sheer will) will often make the correct decision.

  4. Deb Shelton February 26, 2012 at 1:26 pm #

    I am in tears. I too, walk with a limp due to a permanently dislocated ankle joint and I sometimes wonder if I really am capable of managing my farm and 6 horses with this ‘handicap’. Thank you for the encouragement of both these stories- the horse and your own!

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  8. LaurenMichele McGarry February 28, 2012 at 4:08 am #

    This is a wonderful article. Thank you for pursuing your passion, going there & sharing this report. It is wonderful to here a vet say also there is reason to question doctors, vets or even ourselves determining the outcome of an injured or sick animal or person. Our innate abilities to heal go well beyond what most human minds can imagine, thank goodness. At 35 I and still instructing & beginning to train again I have outlived some doctors suggestion i would not make it past 32 and I am a little bit better everyday! Your beautiful article shows we should not ever give up hope that a rewarding life can still lie ahead! Sincerely;
    LaurenMichele McGarry

  9. Rich Carbone February 29, 2012 at 3:11 pm #

    Amazing story by a fighter an a survior about another. Thanks for sharing.


  10. Anna Carner February 29, 2012 at 7:28 pm #

    Shari, Some obstacles thrown at a life provide an opportunity to discover surprising inner strengths. Your article provides a good dose of something worth thinking about. This story is rich! Anna

  11. Nancy Weir March 4, 2012 at 3:43 am #

    As I read your article, I must admit I wondered when you would decide to attend to this stallion. We all learned from this white stallion.

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